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Yes it wednesday night. Its probably the most awful night of the week by far. After work I go to the hospital and research my patients who I am more than likely afraid of. Then I go back to work to clean very unsure of the information I just spent an hour gathering. Then I clean as fast as I can so I can go home. Now I made an omlet. And yes it was even identifiable as an omlet for the first time. My secret is using a soft flipper instead of a stainless steel one. Try it.
Now I sit and wait to go and look up in my text books all the issues my patients have and should have some idea now how to care for them. I think I do know but it never feels adequate and the fear that tomorrow I might kill someone is very real. I absolutley hate it! I need advice. I can't live this way people? How do you cope with something you wish with every fiber of your being you don't have to do?
6 Comments:
I have complete faith that you will not kill anyone...
Do you wanna run away with me?
I'm so glad you're alive
You are still alive aren't you??
Chrys?
CHRYS?!?!?
ok, between this blog and jess' blog, there has been a lot of talk of chryslyn being feared not alive....what's the deal? You both are starting to worry me.
Yes its true I am alive but barely! I HATE nursing with an extreme passion. Not so much the therory but the actual nursing bit. Pray that my attitude improves. Thanks all.
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